Boring Wednesday

Went to see Angelina Jolie's new movie - Changeling today, was quite good but unfortunately the sound was just too high in the cinema (even tho it was suppose to be their "big scream" baby movie of the week i.e specially for new mothers and babies). Axel started to cry a couple of times cos he got scared, not nice. We left a bit before the movie ended (we both had enought) but then he calmed down a bit so we stood just by the entrance where the sound was a bit less. Think I'm gonna go and complain tomorrow and see what their procedures are cos I would like to go again but not with the current volume. It's the new Woody Allen movie next week, but we'll see.

Been feeling a bit low lately, we have to move to a bigger flat cos it's really quite hard to live in a smallish one bedroom flat with Axel and the bathroom is really mouldy which isn't nice. BUT to be able to afford to move to something bigger we will have to sell our car as we have a loan on it that we pay every month. It's OK I guess, just so depressing. And J is working long hours (no, not overtime unfortunately) at the mo so me and Axmax are alone a lot, the recession is really here, cuts everywhere and no jobs for me to apply to, and if there are any the pay is really bad and a lot of competition which feels so daunting, might just have to stay home in the autumn and wait for the wind to change. Enough complaining for one night! Hope tomorrow will be better : )